Welcome to 2017...A bit late
This year hasn't started off that well..All the way back in January I broke my wrist in one of the worst spots possible. Now it's March and I'm still recovering...So to give an idea of where the break happen flip your left hand over and look under your thumb towards the very top of your wrist...Basically where your thumb meets your wrist abd to the far left...It was probably one of the worst spots to break a wrist!
Everyone at the hospital were all like, "Wow, that is a nasty break." or "That isn't in a good area to break it."
My saving grace was the fact it was a CLEAN break with no shattered bits..I now know how complicated the wrist truly is.
Fast forward to March and it's all properly fixed but now my muscles in that wrist are having issues..I can rotate but I can't bend. Pulling and pushing is still painful. I can't cut with a knife cause I don't have the strength..It's only been the last two weeks I've been able to properly sit down and play GoW without my wrist getting sore or after shocks. A friend of mine told me on the weekend when he had his knee fixed it took a year to properly mend so it was fully usable.
Sometimes when I yawn or breath deeply my wrist with tingle very quickly...Like WTF!? Lol
So....I haven't been able to drive since December :( I'm going to ask about that next week. Basically all my independence has been taken away. I can't work either...Well, not what I currently do.
And..well..I got offered relief work at two different schools in the 3rd week that school had been back! I was gutted at the time of saying I couldn't do either. Now I took a look at the school directory and find out they've hired another TA. So...My chances of work there for the year is probably slimmer...I also know the person they hired. I can't be mad at the school or them...But god I wish I hadn't broken my wrist because I bet that call I had to decline work was possibly the offer I was waiting for. I feel upset though. Last couple of years have just been pure shit.
And what's more is I'm not sure I could say Yes to work even now. I'm not allowed to hold or push anything heavier than 2kg..lol :| I'm very restricted in what I can do. Maybe this year will be a write off...
I keep telling myself if my health is no good physically/mentality then I'm not going to do my best. Plus there is chance of doing damage and setting myself backwards..
Still it stings..Seems kind silly,no? But I guess that's human emotions for you.
Typed this all on my phone so if there is errors that is why.